Will words convey this deepest thoughts?
I dont know, I will just try instead.
Hi, it's been awhile. Nothing much, I just want to write you a simple post. These are the words that will never get to you. This, a feeling. 
So much things are on my mind right now, to whether type this out or not, we'll see to the end on how far would I be transparent in public. Sometimes, things are better left unsaid.
Never would I find someone like you again. You're my person, the one I considered among the best, the one I trust with. We're both in the same book and path, then after some time, I realized I had been given hints that you wanted to walk out from this chapter and jump to another chapter; which is the chapter that will never be found within this book of mine.
As for that, I thank you. For actually putting up with this girl called 'Alyaa. May you walk out with ease mind. Fret not, you will always have this one spot in my mind and heart. Come back if you feel like to, not …


Is it really free to be having feelings? To be loved, to be appreciated Is it really cost 0$? If so, why is it so hard for someone to portray it? If so, why does one takes so long to grab it? If so, why does one has to have the guts to believe it? These, I leave.



Appreciation Post : Noobies

Yes, this post is dedicated to Noobies; whom I have sealed in my hearts, believing we will be friends forever.
I love you guys.
From awkward ice-breaking "Nama diberi" to "KKKAAAU LAGII" From 4am still lepaks at Dataran V5 to "bilik je" From "ajaks" to "jom" From Secondhand Serenade to Taylor Swift From "duit tak membenarkan do" to "takpe aku ade byk makanan. kita makan bilik aku." From laughing all day to crying all night From "crush" to "I have confessed" From best friend to best girl/guy
Thank you, for everything. My foundation days at College is nearly complete, thanks to you guys :)

#nerdiesGOonTRIP 5

So peeps, last day!

We woke up pretty early but ended up late bcs there's traffic jams all the way. The plan for that day was to go to IKEA Cheras(again). We went there at 11 sth. Arrived there, we looked around, bought something yeay! Board and fairy lights lalaalal~~~ We decided to eat meatballs this time, the total lunch was RM54.60.

and i lost my silver pendant with "MELBOURNEGAL" scratch on it and IKEA.

At 3.30 when we finally decided to go back, we lost the car(actually we dont hv an idea where the car was). Searched the car for like 20 mins, huffs and puffs here and there. Jumped in the car and it was 3.50 pm. Masa tu dah takut dah pasal tiket KTM KL Sentral at 4.15 pm. Sesampai je rumah Ateh, we ptook our bags and called taxis. Not even a proper thanks and goodbyes bcs we're short of time! Then, a taxi came and Arina, Ifi and Jiha jumped in first. Our taxi, me, Kira and Wani didnt know the route to the house and it was really lateeeeeee. Then we try to catch …

#nerdiesGOonTRIP 4

Hey peeps! so today i would like to write on our 3rd day in KL. 
We woke up a bit late that day.. around 9 am(the day before was tough do) and siap siap semua then we had breakfast before going to Cempaka Station. Makteh drop us at Cempaka Station around 10 in the morning. The station is now quite lengang bcs ppl have been off to work around 8. So, our plan that day was to go for a walk at Pasar Seni, then straight to Jalan TAR.

and uh oh i have a cold that day so im very tired and exhauted to walk that i found myself sit on the chairs that available in each stores. We bought LRT tickets for 6 to Pasar Seni(RM2.10 each if im not mistaken huhu). Around 11 we reached Pasar Seni station and walked for a bit like 10 minutes to the Pasar Seni mall(?) idk what to call it. Pasar Seni or Central Market was full of people that day(even though it was weekday). So many arts stuffs, i mean magnificient and masterpiece arts by artists, which the NON-ARTS-TYPED like me, ifi and kira didnt understan…